*muneka*

I L O V E MY HUSBAND, JESUS ADRIAN MACIEL HERNANDEZ, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. HE'S MY EVERYTHING. EST. SEPTEMBER, 10, 2k11! THE HAPPIESET DAY IN MY LIFE.





1/25 ยป

You completely lost me. You just don’t know it yet. : (!




I love my husband, Jesus Maciel, with all my heart and soul. But sometimes my love is just not enough. : \! And lately I’m feeling like were growing apart. And if I try to stop it. I don’t succeed. : /! If any of this is my fault, I want to say I’m sorry and to help me to stop. But if its not me. Then make me help you to stop. Be more open and trust worthy towards me. I know in the past I’ve fucked up. But this time around I’ve told myself not t fuck it up, because the truth is; I love you. And I wouldn’t want to chance that. I’m so damn scared of me losing you. I don’t want you and I to be seperated. I know I go places without you. But that doesn’t mean that I’m gonna cheat on you or anything like that. And it doesn’t mean I don’t wish you were here. I fucken love your ass, your face, your nose, your eyes, your lips, your dick, your legs, your feet, your arms, your hands, your hair, just say your whole being. : )! So let’s go back to the way we were happy and didn’t care. I feel like since you started working and not being around me, I got depressed and lonesome. So what do I do… Go to my parents house to try feeling better, but yet deep inside, I still feel the same. But the thing is around my parents and brother and sisters, I know how to fool them and at least pretend. I just don’t know anymore. : /! Help me fix it. Help me. Don’t make me feel alone anymore.





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So fucken done with l o v e .








  • Jesus : Babe why aren't you out there with me ?
  • Me : Cause I don't fee good : /!
  • Jesus : Alright then, I'll be out there. What do you feel?
  • Me : Nothing, I'm just tired.
  • Wow he rather be out there then with me. When I told him I didn't feel good. Wow husband. Good job.

Its so funny how whenever something is wrong between us and were not talking or whatever. Your phone always goes off like you have an friend to always text you since your not talking to me. Should I be wrorried or not?? Like wtf babee. What’s going on between us?




Its so funny how whenever something is wrong between us and were not talking or whatever. Your phone always goes off like you have an friend to always text you since your not talking to me. Should I be wrorried or not?? Like wtf babee. What’s going on between us?




Fuck this shit. I hate that he always makes me feel like s h i t. Like WTF!? What did i do to you? We need a little fun in our relationship. Right? I mean just cause i scared you, and you get hella pissed. Its not my fault your a fucken scardie cat : (! And im sorry. And when i told you i love you twice there was no reponse from you. Ooch baby. Why so heartless towards me. Im sorry im such a fuck up. : (! I know its a bad habbit, and im trying to fix myself. So im so fucken s o r r y. I hope you still love me.